Can a mother forget her child after she puts him or her up for adoption?

the whole day I was in a state

I had kept my promise not to tell my dad I knew but now he was gone I could freely look

one one fine day the sun was shining, the birds were chirping, it as a beautiful day

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banging my head agaists the wall was a very viable option

We shared birthdays and deaths together with another couple

however nothing came of it and four years later I finally succeeded in connecting with my birth family

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I knew it might cost me finding my birth family but my parents happiness was ore than breaking my dads heart

one - I would not tell my dad I knew (my mom had passed away four years before

I did nit know what to do with myself

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however because my parents had been so good to me I resolved two things

there were several others that sort of beggar belief

the only problem was I never knew why

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my father in law died on the mothers parents anniversary

I was crying

my youngest daughter was born on the mothers birthday

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a very strange experience

the letter wasn’t from my mom but there was a letter from the matron from the home where I spent my first year after I was born saying that I was taking the teddy bear to my new home from my birth father

I found out that my birth mom had died eleven years before but the rest of the family apart from my dads side had been waiting 25 years to connect with me

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all even years in fact when my world was turned upside own TWICE

sadly just got the bad news that my other half brother passed away last month

I never suspected anything

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I was depressed

strange yes

I was Morose

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I some what think her last thoughts as her final moments were reached shecwascthinkingbof me and of the son she had given up all those years before

personally I think my mom did regret giving me up and always wondered what happened to me

nothing could ruin the day except foe one thing

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I’m too scared to even contemplate if there is another connection there

I found out that I had been adopted at age one and that I had two half brothers thirteen and fourteen years older than me

the shocker came when I found out that the same day my mom died was the same day I had been so distraught

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my file was been transferred from the archives to the computers to enter all the information about children and birth parents that wanted to reunite

the next day I was fine again

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the search for your origions had just opened up so even if I had known before hand I would not have been able to look

my dad died and once again my world came to a CRASHING FLIP

strange as it may seem the day before Anne’s mom died my wife had a dream about Anne’s mom coming to her with a letter asking for forgiveness spabdvthat my wife go look for the son she gave up for adoption all those years before

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the one man I trusted and looked upto very brutally told me I was adopted

I found out my birth mothers name and the search was on

but here is the clincher

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my dad hated that teddy bear and we never knew why

it was our wedding anniversary and her mom was dying of emphazima and doctor had said it was hours not weeks or months that she woukd go so we were stressing she would go on our wedding aniversary

the shock was so great I had a complete breakdown

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this was not the first strange co incidence

It fell off the trolly and instead of it been put back on the trolly it was put on the shelf judt as my application to look for my parents csmecinn

co incidence's ???

two - I would not look for my birth family until my dad was gone

the years past by quickly

but it was the manner my mom died that gives me pause for thought

she burned to death

to this day I regard this man as the scum of the earth for the way he had broken the news of my adoption

my dad died it was this couples wedding anniversary

my had was spinning

moulding my own thoughts into the story maybe

I was closer to him in the last three months that he was still with us than I had ever been in the previous 34 years

She died the next day and her death led to me connecting with my birth family when the death notice for Anne’s mom appeared just above the only two death notices for my half brother

when did he die lthecsameceay thst Anne’s mom died

he threw the teddy bear away the day I got married

after thirty four years I found out that I was adopted

A slip up by my aunt and the world I knew came crashing down

I talk from experience here